Today is Valentine's day...
I don't have any bad feelings about it. I don't desire to be with anyone...Well maybe that's not the sole truth...
I do desire to be with someone...but I want it to be mutual.
There I said it...I have been in relationships before...by myself.
Doing all that I can to make it work, all the while leaving myself exposed (and quite frankly looking aweful thirsty).
Thirsty...thirsty meaning desiring for something...Just like when you are thirsty for a drink...A woman or man that chases after a man or woman who is not at all interested in you for real.
Yep, I have done it. I don't know why I did it. I think it's easier to point the blame at my past and say...You did this to me and that to me and because of your actions then, I am like this now. (Honestly, I think alot of people are in jail for that very reason...)
But none the less. I am facing reality now.
I have desired to be in love. I do desire to be in love.
Not just love for the sake of saying it but love for real.
I want to be loved by a man that loves God first. So much so that he can't help but love me as Christ loved the Church.
Hmm...that's what I have been missing in my life..Christ first...
Hence the reason for my ceremony! I am excited to announce that I, Jacklyn Walker, am marrying myself (So to speak). I am committing to me forever, to love and to cherish, for richer or for poorer for better or for worse. While death will occur in my life, I vow to make the best of every situation knowing that with Christ on my side is all I need to survive.
I Love Jesus, He's my Saviour...Wherever he leads me I will follow...Cuz I love Jesus, and He Loves Me!
Aight so stay posted for details. The commitment ceremony journey begins...NOW!
Be Blessed!
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