Well, I did it again...I think. I love someone enough to respect them. To respect what they want. What they like & don't like. I think I can say before it didn't matter too much to me what someone else thought or liked or whatever.
I think that qualifies as not caring for that person, PERIOD.
hmm...that is SO not of God.
What would Jesus think of me?
What does Jesus think of me?
So selfish of me to think only of myself...now that doesn't mean that I don't love myself. (Loving me is not accepting less than what HE would have for me).
It simply means...don't deliberatly step on someones toes.
Seriously, we call it rude when someone walks in a room and doesn't speak. But when someone steps to another and completely clowns them (Egg on Face, Face on Floor) we say "Oh Well!"
NO way! Sin is sin! And we have to look at it like that or we will never heal from what we have done before so we don't repeat the sin again.
Hmm...let's see if I can make this clearer...the man that I love is LOVE!
He embodies everything that I want out of love. He shows me a good time when I don't want a good time. He makes me wallow in myself when I want to endulge in others. He makes me laugh when crying is all I do. He makes me smile all the time. I can't help but remember the things that he does and smile tenderly while whispering "Thank You, Jesus"
LOVE is the only one I care about pleasing. He is in me, within my soul, my heart, my being. He is the one - forever more. Til someone takes His place, I will be forever faithful.
--As I wrote this part...I realized that's not going to happen.--
The man that comes into my life to take the place as my husband will be no more than the reflection of Christ that I have been dreaming of all my life -- That's Love. He is a dream-Come true-reality walking. That man that women say is impossible to find - He is out there somewhere and I know it because Jesus loves me enough to say so in my life and the life of others (believers)
-He is waiting for us to make a commitment to Christ like none other. He is awaiting the change in us that signifies we are ready for him.
-See God is not going to send someone to us that will not pull us away from Christ but will gather around the throne of grace with no motive but to raise Christ before the masses for all to see.
-That man that respects Christ.
-That man that will dream of nothing more than putting his arms around you when you are crying because he wants to feel the hurt that you feel.
That man that dreams with you instead of against you.
That man that sores so high that the clouds can't rain on you and the sun can't burn you.
That man that desires nothing more than to pleasure you with sweet little kisses and wants no thing in return ;)
A man sent from heaven, so divine - angels can only stare in complete and total AWE!
That's Love...MY Love...(I'm Waiting...though it hurts and is most times EXTREMELY difficult...I'll wait)
In Jesus Name...Be Blessed!!
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